FEARLESS

Do you feel like giving up sometimes? Just runaway and never have to deal with work, people or things ever again? Yeah, sometimes, I just want to disappear too! Life is rough and isn't supposed to be easy, but you have to keep encouraging yourself to do better. There will always be hurdles that we have to get over and mountains to climb. I like my current job and what I do, but I believe I deserve better and higher pay! Today I took a leap and applied to multiple positions outside of the current government agency I work for. For those who know me, know that I have been working for the same agency since I was 17 yrs. old. So applying elsewhere is a big leap for me! But, it was God who gave me the courage to do so. You have to believe in order to see things happen. But more importantly, remember that Faith without Work is Dead! You have to put in the work, believe that it will happen and it will. Take Fearless for example! I learned a quick lesson last week. I thought I was

Sometimes we question things in our lives over and over again. “Why this? Why that? But what if....?” But what we SHOULD be doing is trusting God’s plan for our lives. He brings us to places that we may not understand, but know it will work out in the end. Kendall was offered an engineering job in Newport News, VA back in December. This is something we have been constantly praying for, but when it came, I got scared. Kept thinking of those “what if”questions. I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to find a job and that we wouldn’t like the new state. Kendall accepted the job and moved to Virginia in January. We planned to be a part for two months. Him there while me and Mason was still home in Baltimore to ensure we had enough transition time. TO ALL MY SINGLE MOTHERS OUT THERE, I RESPECT YOU EVEN MORE NOW THAN EVER. I always knew women could do it ALL. But Lord knows, I missed my husband. Not only because of the obvious reasons, but he’s a huge help with raising our son and doin

Self love is very important. If you don’t take care of yourself, you can’t take care of anyone else. I decided this year, I will take better care of myself. With a career, husband and son, it’s very easy to forget to do things you like to do and things for your own personal growth. I decided that I will always have my hair slaying, keep up with my nails and treat myself to new clothes, shoes or something I just personally want every once in a while! I started to work out towards the end of last year and forgot how much I actually love doing it. Now it’s a daily routine. My best friend, Rachel took me to a Zumba class and that is when I had an epiphany! I love to workout, I love to dance and I love to feel good. After giving birth to Mason, I started to feel down about my body. I didn’t like the stretch marks, and couldn’t stand the weight that I gained. I would randomly cry when I feel like I wasn’t where I wanted to be as far as appearance. One day in Zumba class, I almost cried. I re

She is intelligent. She is strong. She is mighty. She is independent. She is driven. She is love. She is magnificent. She is curvy. She is petite. She is aggressive. She is intimidating. She is humbled. She is respected. She is thoughtful. She is patient. She is worthy. She is fearless. She is a... WOMAN . “Next to God we are indebted to women, first for life itself, and then for making it worth having.” - Christian Bovee.

Today is January, 2018. We are now four days into the new year! HAPPY NEW YEAR YALLLL! I hope everyone is ready to tackle everything this year has to bring. 2018 is my year to be focus! I want to keep up with my health, continue to learn new things to cook for my family, teach Mason more and more and grow even stronger with my husband. God is so amazing and He never lets you know what is coming, but you can always feel His presence in the air. I know that He will continue to open doors for me and my family and I cannot wait to see what is behind those doors. It takes a sound mind and a fearless heart to be ready for what is in store for you. It’s one thing to pray for something and another to prepare for something. It is important that we pray for good things to come, but you have to do work too. It’s like when you have a test coming up. It is important that you study and then pray that God will help you to remember and understand  the material to pass the test. For Christmas, I got a